It's quite late or perhaps it would be more appropriate to say it is very early and Drew is away. I know I should have been asleep hours ago to help me be best prepared to face the day ahead, but I couldn't go to sleep. Finally I got into bed hoping that would help, but in the end, all it did was make things worse. Six days.....six nights I've been alone going to bed and I don't like it. I want to be done and this hasn't even truly begun.
I don't want to do this.
I don't like the effects already appearing from just the pre-deployment.
I really don't care to experience any more.
Frustratingly....
Sadly....
Resignedly....
None of that changes anything.
At least while these thoughts continue to swirl through my head, the thoughts from my last post do as well.
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow. Because He lives, all fear is gone.
Because I know, He holds the future.
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