One year ago, Drew left for Afghanistan. Nearly six months ago, he returned home. We have thoroughly enjoyed our time as a family since then. But as is often the case, time and routine have worn down the shine of reunion and I have allowed the same to inundate me with busyness and tasks. In the process, I have allowed more important parts of my life to slack and it is time that I amend that. So I am going to do my best to get back to basics, to those things which I have found have had the most profound impact on my thoughts, attitude and actions- prayer and praise! It is not necessarily the acts themselves that impact me the most but the reminder of the bigger picture. For when I am on my knees before the Almighty or am praising and thanking God for His providence and all the good He has made and done, little irritations, minor inconveniences, personal insults, failings and pride fall to the wayside.
May 30, 2015
Our Neighbors- They have been so wonderful in so many ways and today was another reminder of that. As I struggled to try to get our push mower to start so I could mow the front yard (something that usually is achieved easily), the neighbor's son came out to mow their yard. He saw me struggle and just as I decided to take a break on that and focus on the back yard, he offered to mow our yard at the same time as theirs. If that wasn't enough- as I pushed our mower back towards our storage shed, he asked if I would like him to mow our back yard as well. This may not seem like a huge offer, but our back yard is not your typical mid-town yard. We live on nearly half an acre of land and it takes me a solid two hours to mow the back yard on a riding mower- not including edging ect. I ended up mowing the back yard myself as I had the means and do enjoy mowing, but the offer was so generous and so greatly appreciated.
"Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting shadow." James 1:17
May 31, 2015
Lord,
I have a friend who is hurting this night. You know who and You know why. You also can be present and comfort them in a way that I cannot. Please do so. I cannot imagine their pain right now, their sense of loss but You can and do. This I know and this I trust. I know You are with them now and I pray that they will feel Your presence and are able to rely on Your strength and comfort in the days ahead. Guide my friend, Lord and lead them to quiet waters.
Thank you Lord for the assurance that we, as believers, have in Your presence, Your providence and Your eternal plan when the direction our finite lives take seems to have been turned on its head. Thank you for experiencing this life and being personally and intimately aware what it feels like to lose a loved one, face betrayal, experience temptation, laugh and cry. Thank you for not only creating and setting this world in motion but choosing to be involved and concerned with our individual needs and our eternity.
"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction so that we will be able to comfort those who are in any affliction with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. For just as the sufferings of Christ are ours in abundance, so also our comfort is abundant through Christ." 2 Corinthians 1:3-5